I am sorry to hear you have lost your loved one in death. I know how difficult a loss can be. At times such as this, I think of how upset Jesus Christ was when the sisters of his good friend Lazarus told him that he had died. In the Bible in the Book of John 11. When Jesus arrived at Lazarus burial place, he made him alive again! This account is in the Bible to encourage us today. There will be a earth wide resurrection of the dead soon. John 5:28 says, '...the hour is coming in which all those in the memorial tombs will hear his voice and come out...' You can learn more about this earthly resurrection in which you have the opportunity to see Ruth again on the website j w dot org. My best to you.